Yesterday took half day, went to ROM, help loner be his ROM witness.

First time in my life doing a witness job for someone marriage. Look very xin fu. Envy them, I think I am now in the right mood to find a mate? haha... to marry to have a family.

Yeah, then also be their photographer. So many funny poses, I think the bride also laugh and laugh til she cannot stand it.

Then after the ROM, we went back home to bath, then meet up for dinner together. Ate zhu chao. Got oyster, mini squids and tian ji. I think it is the 3rd time in my life eating tian ji. And tian ji make me think of someone.

Then we went AMK hub for the dark knight movie,with nic joining us. The movie damn long. 2.5 hours. Sit until cannot make it.

After that loner and his wife went home, me and nic went to a void deck to chit chat til nearly 12... yawn... in the end i 12 plus then sleep... then 515 wake up le... think really used to it, with lesser sleep....

Come let me post some pics...





their pics? without permission cannot post... hahaha...

congrats bro..

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For nic, and for hamy... I think hamy will like the story.

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At a candle light dinner.
At the table sat a man and a woman.
'I like you...."the woman said, as she sips her glass of wine.
'But I have a wife...' the man said as he played with the ring on his finger..
'I dun care, I only want to know how you feel? Do you have feelings for me?'
The man expected what she said, looked up and see the woman once again.
24 years old, young, tender, a sweet young thing, not a bad age to have as a girl.
Fair skinned, a energy filled body, a pair of sparkling eyes...
She is not a bad girl, he thought, but too bad...
'If you like me, I dun mind jus being a mistress...'The woman impatiently said.
'I love my wife' the man said firmly.
'You love her? her her what? Now she should be old and haggy, and not pretty anymore,
or else, the company function, never see you bring her there...'
The woman wanna continue, but when she saw the cold stare from the man, she stopped...
Silent....
'What do you like about me?'the man ask...
'Mature, manly, gentleman, know how to care for people, and many other things, you are special, different from all the guys I see outside...'
'DO you know what am I 3 years ago?'The man replied as he lighted his cigarette.
'I dunno, but I dun care, even if you went to jail before.'
'3 years ago, I am like the guys you see ouside...'the man said...
'Just a normal degree, work wasn't happy, drink everyday, throw temper, having attitude to girls, and to release my unhappiness, I went to nightclubs to play the girls, until I was caught by the police....'the man continue.
'Then?'the woman was curious about his change,'because of her?'
'yeah'
'She like know alot of things, and teach me alot of things. Told me not to mind too many little things in life, dun care how the world put me down, I must stand up on my own, and be nice to things around me. That time, in front of her, I am like a kid, whom she is like a teacher to me. That time, she was treating me like how you treating me now, but dunno why that time, the bad tempered me listened alot to her. I worked hard to achieve what I never achieve in life. And due to her, my working life improved, and we get married.'
The man took a deep puff and continue...
'That time, life was tough. 2 persons, 1 bed, and the house we got was nearly bare. Do you know after one year of marriage then I am able to afford the first diamond ring for her? I saved up secretly throughout the years. If she knew I am doing that, she wont allow me to...'
'That time, my health isn't good. I smoked and drank too much, so during winter time, she will always make me herbal soups for me. Haha, somemore that taste, only she will be able to brew.'
The man was deep in the thought of his wife, and carry on talking about the good points of her, without noticing the time.
The woman never stopped him from talking about it.
The man continue to talked til 10pm, and noticed it was quite late.
'Oh sorry, I never notice the time.. it was so late already'the man said.
'So now you can understand, it is impossible for me to betray her love, and you now know I won't.'
'Yeah I know, lose to such a nice girl like her, I got nothing to say..'the woman reply, shaking her head. 'But if I reach her age, I might be a better woman than her'
'By the time, you can find a much better guy right?'The man replied.
'Now quite late, come let me send you home, I go home and have my soup.'The man rose up, and wanted to send the woman home.
'No thanks, I can go back myself.'the woman said.'You better go back fast, don't let her wait for you for so long.'
The man smiled, and about to leave.
'Is she pretty?'
'..................yeah, very pretty'
The man walked away, leaving the woman alone, facing the candle and stared in daze...
The man reach home, went into his bedroom, and switch on his table light.
He sat down along his bed.
'Darling, she is the 4th one, why you let me change to such a nice person? You make so many girls like me, later I fall in love with one of them how?'
'Why you changed me, and you left me alone here? I, I am so alone here, facing all these...'
He finally broke down and cried.
The tears hits on the photo frame on his hand...
with his late wife photo...

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dun cry hor...

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烛光晚餐。
桌两边，坐了男人和女人。
“我喜欢你。”女人一边摆弄着手里的酒杯，一边淡淡的说着。
“我有老婆。”男人摸着自己的手上的戒指。
“我不在乎，我只想知道，你的感觉。你，喜欢我嘛？”
意料中的答案。男人抬起头，打量着对面的女人。
24岁，年轻，有朝气，相当不错的年纪。
白皙的皮肤，充满活力的身体，一双明亮的，会说话的眼睛。
真是不错的女人啊，可惜。
“如果你也喜欢我，我不介意作你的情人。”女人终于等不下去，追加了一句。
“我爱我妻子。”? 男人坚定的回答。
“你爱她？爱她什么？现在的她，应该已经年老色衰，见不得人了吧。
否则，公司的晚宴，怎么从来不见你带她来……”
女人还想继续，可接触到男人冷冷的目光后，打消了念头。
静……
“你喜欢我什么？”男人开口了。
“成熟，稳重，动作举止很有男人味，懂得关心人，很多很多。反正，和我之前见过的
人不同。你很特别。”
“你知道三年前的我，什么样子？”男人点了颗烟。
“不知道。我不在乎，即使你坐过牢。”
“三年前，我就是你现在眼里的那些普通男人。”男人没理会女人，继续说。
“普通大学毕业，工作不顺心，整天喝酒，发脾气。对女孩子爱理不理，***来发泄自
己的欲求不满。还因为去夜总会找小姐，被警察抓过。”
“那怎么？”女人有了兴趣，想知道是什么，让男人转变的。“因为她？”
“嗯。”
“她那个人，好像总能很容易就能看到事情的内在。教我很多东西，让我别太计较得失
；别太在乎眼前的事；让我尽量待人和善。那时的我在她面前，就像少不更事的孩子。
也许那感觉，就和现在你对我的感觉差不多。那时真的很奇怪，倔脾气的我，只是听她
的话。按照她说的，接受现实，知道自己没用，就努力工作。那年年底，工作上，稍微
有了起色，我们结婚了。”
男人弹了弹烟灰，继续说着。
“那时，真是苦日子。两个人，一张床，家里的家具，也少的可怜。知道吗？结婚一年
，我才给她买了第一颗钻戒，存了大半年的钱呢。当然，是背着她存的。若她知道了，
是肯定不让的。”
“那阵子，烟酒弄得身体不好。大冬天的，她每天晚上睡前还要给我熬汤喝。那味道，
也只有她做得出。”
男人沉醉于那回忆里，忘记了时间，只是不停的讲述着往事。
而女人，也丝毫没有打扰的意思，就静静地听着。
等男人注意到时间，已经晚上10点了。
“啊，对不起，没注意时间，已经这么晚了。”男人歉意的笑了笑。
“现在，你可以理解嘛？我不可能，也不会， 作对不起她的事。”
“啊，知道了。输给这样子的人，心服口服咯。”女人无奈地摇了摇头。“不过我到了
她的年纪，会更棒的。”
“嗯。那就可以找到更好的男人。不是吗？
很晚了，家里的汤要冷了，我送你回去。”男人站起身，想送女人。
“不了，我自己回去可以了。”女人摆了摆手。“回去吧，别让她等急了。”
男人会心的笑了笑，转身要走。
“她漂亮嘛？”
“。。。。。。。。。。。。。。嗯，很美。”
男人的身影消失在夜色中，留下女人，对着蜡烛。发呆。
男人回到家，推开门，径直走到卧室，打开了台灯。
沿着床边，坐了下来。
“老婆，已经第四个了。干吗让我变成这么好，好多人喜欢我呀。搞不好，我会变心呀
。干吗把我变成这么好，自己却先走了？ 我，我一个人，好孤单呀。”
男人哽咽的说着，终于泣不成声。
眼泪，一滴滴的从男人的脸颊流下，打在手心里的相框上。昏暗的灯光中，旧照片里，
弥漫着的，是已逝女子，淡淡的温

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This is nice... been thinking... how come I now becoming better? *ego?* And u leave me?

haha... nonsense nonsense...

Labels: love

每个女孩都是天使，当她落下第一滴眼泪时，
上帝就收回她的翅膀。所以，世间的男孩都应该知道，
当你面前的女孩，为你落下第一滴眼泪时，
她已经为你放弃整个天堂。。

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a girl blog... about her lost bf, who died at Army training....

They were together le, but god seperated them.
While, some wanted to get together, but some factors are blocking the way.

The bf of her is very nice to her.
Envy, I wan to be nice to someone, but no chance to.

Love huh, very problematic...

All the best to charlene... u can do it de...

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I dunno if I wrote this before in my blog... but this incident kinda of haunted me from that past til now...

Last time during NS, I was at Paya Lebar Airbase... medical centre. That time got a female clerk, I kinda like her. But that time, she broke off with her ex-bf, was crying was shouting for no reasons in the office from time to time.

Then one time, she cried until damn jialat, me and another guy go in see how she is... but she kept on shouting and crying... then look at me and say, no matters what you do and what you did, I won't like you.

Well, that guy with me also know I like her... but I kept quiet, continue to help her clear up her mess and left.

On the bus home that day, together with that guy, I still remember is a single deck bus, and crowded, and sitting in the front behind the driver, facing the main entrance.

Suddenly the words she said, pierce through my heart.. like a sudden attack, my eyes started getting teary.. and cried.. my guy friend was shock...

But anyway, think back, I think is kinda cute ba...

Labels: love

when you start becoming not yourself for a LONG LONG LONG LONG time.

when you start becoming possessive.. and you start turning mad~. that's when you're MADly in love..


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when u laugh with her on her lame jokes..
when u wan to cry with her when u see her cry..
when u feel hopelessly hopeless when u cant make her smile when she cries..

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how do u know u r madly in love Huh? hmm ... it's when u wake up in the morning, and the very 1st thing u wanna see is HER lying beside u, cuddle up like a baby ... still sleeping soundly and u have this smile on your face that brighten your day ...

and after a decade or 2 ... even thou now, she sleeps with mouth open, drool, and snoar ... but u still have that tingle feeling and smile on your face ... now, tell me if that's not love

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taken from one of the forum....

When you are having your meals
When you are going to bed
When you are going out

When you are confused
When you are sad
When you are bored

You think about him/her

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true or not huh?

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Now I am addicted to their cartoons... dunno why... so cute... so loving....

come come share with u all...

http://www.ponandzi.com

come get emo with me...

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Saw my best pal crying for his girl... with his girl beside him... reminds me of one of the scenes that i think about before..... kinda sad also...

Bought booze and cigarettes, and this guy and this gal went to a budget hotel and thinking of having some good times... they were couples and together for some times...

but then, the gal was chatting on the phone with another guy, who was a online friend of her... when inside the room, the gal still continue to talk to the guy on phone and about his new car that he jus bought...

the guy in the room was sad and angry. he took the alcohol and cigarettes go inside the bathroom, sit on the toiletbowl, open the bottle and drink it...

the tears of his was flowing as well, he puffed heavily and drank alot of the alcohol at times...

the gal found out something was wrong as the guy was in toliet very long, and some strange noise coming out. .. she put down the phone and go inside the toilet...

she saw him crying, smoking and drinking... and she asked what happen... he told her he was useless, dunno how to drive, dun have alot of money, cannot make her happy like him...

she hugged him and cried together and told him no, it was not the case. asked him not to cry...

from there on, she knew he loved her alot alot....

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Quote from the 7pm Show on Channel 8 "Let It Shine"

What is First Love?
It is throbbing and racing of the heart,
and having your mind in a tangle.
All thoughts, reasons and logics,
are gone for a moment.
All there is left is
a vague yet deeply etched image.

Every love should be treated like a first love to oneself. To be fair for all.

hmmmmm

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