Many Faces, Many Thoughts

A Full Moon in Pisces on Monday makes for an exciting time socially, PAUL. But don't get too worked up, as Mars is also going to oppose it. You and others might be rather on edge. Take care, as you could overreact, and perhaps make a fool of yourself just when you least want to. Pluto also turns direct on this day, and this means that a powerful force gets set in motion once again. If you have experienced an overall slowing down in your joint financial affairs, then things will speed up quite dramatically. Venus, your ruling planet, conjuncts Saturn on Tuesday, so you might feel slightly hard up, or notice that cash is short, but this will be temporary. On Thursday Venus sextiles Jupiter and Mercury turns direct, which is very promising for everything. You can now get on with all those projects that have been delayed, especially if you have been having particular worries about issues at home. This is great news, and a great day for just getting on with it all. You should also receive some information that has proved hard to get a hold of, and this too will have a very positive effect upon you. Now it really is full steam ahead!

taken from astrocentre.com

think i too bo liao at work... keep on changing the layout of my own blog... until i cannot regonise it... but then hor, the most impt thing is to let ppl have a deejay feel while they are visiting my blog... hope people reading like it... give me comments too... thanks hor.... :P

this song i felt is quite beautiful... our love when it is past, will never come back... when it is gone, its gone.... release me from the ropes that tied me.... heehee... i sound poetic right? haha... but anyway, it is just a nice song for me... so just to share with the readers.....

1. Marriage is not a word. It's a sentence (a life sentence).

2. Marriage is love. Love is blind. Therefore marriage is an institution for the blind.

3. Marriage is an institution in which a man loses his Bachelor's Degree and the woman gets her masters.

4. Marriage is a three ring circus: engagement ring, wedding ring and suffering.

5. Married life is full of excitement and frustration: In the first year of marriage, the man speaks and the woman listens. In the second year, the woman speaks and the man listens. In the third year, they both speak and the NEIGHBOURS listen.

6. Getting married is very much like going to a restaurant with Friends. You order what you want, and when you see what the other person has, you wish you had ordered that instead.

7. Son: How much does it cost to get married, Dad?
Father: I don't know son, I'm still paying for it.

8. Son: Is it true Dad? I heard that in ancient China, a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her. Father: That happens everywhere, son, EVERYWHERE!

9. Love is one long sweet dream, and marriage is the alarm clock.

10. They say that when a man holds a woman's hand before marriage, it is love; after marriage it is self-defense.

11. When a newly married man looks happy, we know why. But when a 10-year married man looks happy, we wonder why.

12. Eighty percent of married man cheat in America, the rest cheat in Europe.

13. After marriage, husband and wife become two sides of a coin. They just can't face each other, but still they stay together.

14. Before marriage, a man 'yearns' for the woman he loves. After the marriage the "Y" becomes silent.

15. It's not true that married men live longer than single men, it only seems longer.

16. When a man opens the door of his car for his wife, you can be sure of one thing - either the car is new or the wife is.

Taurus Employee Profile
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Taureans make some of the best employees. They are loyal,
hardworking, and no-nonsense. They work methodically and
follow projects through until they are complete. Some may
appear to work a little too slowly-usually because they are so
careful-but they will always finish what they start. They thrive on
structure, schedules, and routine. You'll find them doing the
same exact thing at the same time every day.

Taureans, however, are not exactly the malleable workers that
they often appear to be. If they have to work in a chaotic
environment, they won't be happy and will be prone to child-like
temper tantrums and stubbornness. They might react similarly if
they have to work around ignorant people or at a job where
there is no obvious potential for advancement.

Taureans will be very unhappy if there isn't a ladder for them to
climb. Even in the worst situations, they will find a way to
advance slowly, winning over the most difficult people who
may stand in their way of progress.

Taurus employees will only take so much patiently and happily
before they feel they are being taken advantage of. They will
gladly accept orders and do whatever dirty work needs to get
done, but they expect rewards. They want material gain, salary
increases, and the potential for more power.

To make your Taurus employees happy, be sure to give them
projects through which they will see tangible results-hopefully
something that will allow them to express their unique creativity
in addition to their practical side. They don't want to feel mired
in details for long periods of time.

Make sure to schedule regular performance and salary reviews.
This show of respect should keep them loyal to the company.

Think I kinda bo liao to do this.... haha......

Taurus with Cancer

This combination could bring out the gentlest and most sensuous qualities in both of you. It could also bring out a lot of discussion about money, security, and what kind of home life you both want. However wild your youthful behaviour might be or have been, both of you secretly long for security and a beautiful place in which you can share intimate moments and enjoy the good things of life.

Through each other you might discover a strong desire for a family, and you might also discover that you are more conventional and concerned about being "respectable" than either of you had realised.

Taurus' earthy calm gives a feeling of safety and stability to Cancer's anxieties and volatile moods. Cancer's empathy and imaginative ability to enter into another person's inner world makes Taurus feel cherished, understood and loved.

Enjoy all that you share, and build that nest which matters so much to both of you. But try not to become so insulated and safety-conscious that you let the more unpredictable joys of life pass you by. Change can be good for both of you, however much you might protest.

You are a Taurus



Ferdinand the Bull, in the famous children's story, is a loveable creature and a perfect Taurean. He amuses himself by smelling the flowers, listening to the birdsong, and enjoying the summer breezes. He's easily contented, at home in his pasture. Then one day he sits on a flower, and on the flower is a bee...You can work out the rest. The story of many Taurean lives runs along these lines. There's lots of contentment, and you can appreciate the beauty in life more than any other sign. But there's always that damned bee.

A few words encapsulate your fundamental nature: peaceful, serene, pleasure-loving, calm, thorough, stable, sensible. The famous Taurean patience isn't built on discipline; it's the patience of nature, of the Earth itself. There's no doubt that you like your security in tangible, unchanging forms - like gold bullion, or valuable antique furniture, or a really superb Ferrari.

Wealth of a non-corporeal kind (like dreams, self-understanding, and other invisible commodities) is not really wealth to a Taurus. Security is what you can trust, and what you can trust is what's physically real and doesn't change.

Taureans are realists. You aren't ambitious in the usual sense of the word, and you're happy to remain the unseen power behind the throne -provided it gives you pleasure and earns good money. You know that you can't eat laurels, and fame can't fix a leaky roof. The problem with all this reality is that you may miss what's not visible to the earthy eye.

You value simplicity, consistency and basic facts, but much of life -including the mysterious depths of love - is neither simple nor consistent. Taureans are often frightened by what they can't see or hold in the palms of their strong, capable hands. You're an undeniably sensuous creature, not only in the sexual realm, but in anything that pleases the senses.

Taureans often have real creative talent at painting, design or music, and you've got the patience and common sense to make the best of your gifts. Life in an artist's garret may not appeal, but then, you don't mythologise yourself and are pretty shrewd about assessing just how big or little your talent is and how you can best achieve satisfaction without sacrificing comfort. You're wise enough to know that there are no free lunches, and that it's enough to do what you do well. Aspirations to save the world or write the great novel of the century aren't your style.

You aren't interested in anything cheap, and that includes your choice of mate. Quality counts. Although you have a sentimental, gentle, romantic streak, you'll still want to check a prospective partner's references. Sometimes you're so entranced by physical beauty or material success that you miss what lies underneath. Sad to say, many Taureans are hopelessly ensnared by appearances. Yet what you value you cherish, and you'll hang on with both tough fists.

Taureans stand by their loved ones. You may not always understand their motives, but you'll remain loyal regardless. All that steadiness can sometimes lead to complacency. That's where the bee comes in. It seems to be a necessary part of Taurus' life pattern. Without the occasional sting, you can remain charming but childlike. Life can seem terribly simple to you, stark black and white with no shades of grey in between.

The bee (which usually takes the form of a disappointment in love, or a big financial crisis) awakens your capacity for tolerance and wisdom. It's a lovely combination, once achieved. Then you can fathom the deepest realities of life and can also empathise and remain open to the realms of the imagination and the heart. And that's the greatest form of wealth there is.

The Cancer partner



For the true Cancerian, love has a lot to do with security. It also has to do with affection, kindness and sympathy and, if the moment is right, intense passion. But most of all, love has a lot to do with Mother. If Cancer becomes truly involved, then Mother enters the scene - although, hopefully, in a psychological sense and not literally. Cancers sometimes badly need to be mothered. Equally, they may need to do the mothering. Show your pain, weakness or vulnerability and you have won Cancer's heart. Show too much strength and independence, and things might not work out so well.

Cancers are emotional people. But don't expect everything to be talked about. If you're involved with a Cancer, it's a good idea to learn to read signals and interpret moods. Sullen sulkiness means she's feeling rejected. Crabbiness means she's feeling unappreciated. An explosion of delightful wit and wacky humour means she's happy and contented. And so on. But if you try to confront the issue, the Crab will slide away from you: "It was only a mood."

If you're a very verbal type who needs everything spelled out in clear, logical sentences, either develop your intuition or choose another sign. The Cancer partner, when in the mood, can out-talk anyone. When in another sort of mood, you may get only stony silence and an atmosphere you can cut with a knife.

This is a changeable sign, and Cancerians are notorious for keeping the home base safe while collecting thrills on the journey. But in the end, the priorities are clear: anything that jeopardises the security of an important relationship just isn't on.

Divorce is often a horrific experience for Cancers. No separation is easy for the Cancer partner, even if the relationship is as extinct as a dodo and both of you know it. Once again, learn to read the signs. Gradual withdrawal and sexual disinterest - when they go on and on, and aren't just a passing mood - are often Cancer's way of saying, "Get me out of here." But Cancer will rarely be the one to make the decision to leave an unhappy relationship. The emotional confrontation is too terrifying. They would rather become quietly, progressively more unpleasant - without even realising it - until you're the one to make the break. But it takes a lot to get a Cancer to this point: consistently trampling on her feelings and dreams, being insensitive or cold or, most devastating of all, betraying her.

Remember that Cancers never wear their hearts on their sleeves. That hard shell they sometimes present on the outside is there for self-protection, not for fun, and even a lifelong companion may never get to see the Crab fully vulnerable. Even after you've lived with a Cancer for decades, you may still never know the depth of feeling she has for you. Sometimes she doesn't know it herself. A Cancer who loves deeply can be shattered if the trust is broken, and she has a long, long memory. She may not leave, and she may forgive you, but she'll never, never forget.

It's easy to love this sign for its gentleness, sensitivity, imagination, subtlety, and quiet courage. The Cancer partner possesses a truly magical ability to heal your fears, your pain, your insecurity and loneliness. She's protective and gentle, and she can make you feel very, very safe and very, very loved. It's harder to tolerate the moods, the emotional games, and the innate egocentricity of the child which is always present in this complex sign.

The Cancer partner also possesses the ability to infuriate and confuse, bewilder and irritate, anger and enrage even an even-tempered mate. If you're looking for consistency and a permanently easy-going personality in a partner, look elsewhere. Whichever role Cancer plays - needy child or protective parent, or both - that need for closeness is always there deep down, even in the midst of a bad mood or a period of emotional withdrawal.

If you are a coolly self-sufficient person and find displays of feeling embarrassing - your own or your partner's -it might be better to choose another sign. But if you have a warm heart and an appreciation of real intimacy, you've found a winner. Cancer's greatest gift is a profound instinctual understanding of human nature and human suffering. And there's no human being walking the Earth who doesn't need a bit of that.

The Cancer woman

There are two kinds of Cancer women: those who are Mother, and those who are eternal girls. Sometimes you find both in one. Cancer is often the epitome of enigmatic femaleness: intuitive, moody, alternatively loving and cruel, shrewd yet childlike, unpredictable, gentle, capable of surprising ruthlessness, and ultimately full of mystery. But don't think, because she can cook with wonderful flair and creativity, that she's domesticated. Or that, because she likes children, she necessarily wants children of her own, or has no other goal in life than making you happy.

Cancer women can be driving, ambitious, ruthless, shrewd, and capable of running large corporations with ease. Admittedly, many tend to live their ambitions through their partner or children. That's because lots of Cancer women like playing Mother. They have a marvellous gift for creating a warm, loving atmosphere, and dealing with all the bruises, physical or emotional, which their loved ones incur. This domestic face of Cancer heals, nurtures and supports. But deep inside is another face: wild, strong, solitary, full of emotional storms, and essentially primitive, like Nature itself.

Some Cancer women show this archaic side by seeing their partners as children to be cosseted, loved, possessed and remodelled. A relationship with this kind of Cancer woman can be frightening, but it's a great challenge. If you are always treated like a child, you will remain one.

Standing up to the Great Mother and earning her respect can lead to a wonderfully dynamic, passionate, constantly stimulating love. This dark aspect of the sign fascinates, attracts and repels. Sometimes it only comes out at the Full Moon. But safe and domesticated it isn't. If you really want a placid, unconditionally loving Mummy, think again. The cooking may be great, but you need to understand and respect the woman.

First and foremost, the Cancer woman must create. Sometimes her creativity is expressed through the bearing of children. But by mid-life, if this has been her chosen path, she may suffer from a deep crisis of identity. Who am I? What is my own life about? This is the greatest challenge life holds for the Cancer woman. In a sense, her real life doesn't begin until this stage of the journey. The first part of life is often bound up with home and family and loved ones, but later on, the world must become larger and the family bigger and no longer linked only by blood ties.

Many Cancer women make excellent teachers, counsellors, therapists and public relations people. Their natural empathy, tact, compassion and ability to read the unspoken feelings of others makes them excel in any sphere where they need to deal with people. Highly imaginative, they may also have rare talent in one of the arts, but equally their intuitive minds can equip them to work in financial and technological spheres which require an imaginative and intuitive grasp of complex ideas.

The creativity of the Cancer woman must extend to spheres other than the biological. If she has no creative outlet for her gifts, she can sink into a smouldering resentment which she may not even be aware of herself, but which can result in some pretty dark and difficult moods. She needs to be needed, but she also needs to give creative shape to the imaginative depths within her.

The real richness of the Cancer woman's soul shows itself most truly after thirty-five. It is a slow-maturing sign. Crabs don't race like greyhounds. They move slowly, sideways, never straight ahead. The Cancer woman, often more oyster-like than crablike, may take half a lifetime to grow her pearl - her creative vision, her wisdom about human nature, and the depth of her love for people and life.

Mighty one says:

When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being.When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils.But you, woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man, because your nostrils are too delicate.I allowed a deep sleep to come over him so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you.

Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with the creativity. From one bone, I fashioned you. I chose the bone that protects man's life. I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and supports him, as you are meant to do. Around this one bone, I shaped you....... I modeled you. I created you perfectly and beautifully.

Your characteristics are as the rib, strong yet delicate and fragile. You provide protection for the most delicate organ in man, his heart. His heart is the center of his being; his lungs hold the breath of life. The ribcage will allow itself to be broken before it will allow damage to the heart. Support man as the rib cage supports the body.You were not taken from his feet, to be under him, nor were you taken from his head, to be above him. You were taken from his side, to stand beside him and be held close to his side.

You are my perfect angel.....You are my beautiful little girl. You have grown to be a splendid woman of excellence, and my eyes fill when I see the virtues in your heart. Your eyes...don't change them. Your lips, how lovely when they part in prayer. Your nose, so perfect in form. Your hands so gentle to touch. I've caressed your face in your deepest sleep.

I've held your heart close to mine. Of all that lives and breathes, you are most like me.

Adam walked with me in the cool of the day, yet he was lonely. He could not See me or touch me. He could only feel me. So everything I wanted Adam to share and experience with me, I fashioned in you; my Holiness, my Strength, my Purity, my Love, my Protection and Support.You are special because you are an extension of me. Man represents my image, woman my emotions. Together, you represent the totality of God.

So man......treat woman well. If you hurt her, you are hurting yourself....

Love her, respect her, for she is fragile. In hurting her, you hurt me.What you do to her, you do to me. In crushing her, you only damage your own heart;the heart of your Father, and the heart of her Father. Woman, support man. In humility, show him the power of emotion I have given you.In gentle quietness, show your strength. In love, show him that you are the rib that protects his inner self.

Did you not know that WOMAN is special in God's eyes?

Share this with other wonderful women you know and bless their day!Share this with the men you know too. It's good to be reminded !

.:NAME A SONG THAT:.

makes you very happy and hyper:
Higer State of Conciousness

makes you remember your ex bf/gf:
Jay Chou - An Jing

makes you think of your current crush/bf/gf:
Depeche Mode - Somebody

comes from your favorite movie/tv show:
Eminem - Lose Yourself, from 8 Mile

is great to listen to in the mornings:
Children - Robert Miles

makes you cry/sad:
Jay Chou - An Jing

helped you through a tough time:
Beyond - Hai Kuo Tian Kong

is so beautiful it makes you tingle all over:
Sky Wu - Lonely Road

::GENERAL::

the first song you remember hearing:
dun remember, maybe old songs from 95.8 FM

first song you bought:
1st cassette - Beyond Da Di Album

last song you had stuck in your head?:
Maroon 5 - She will be loved

first song you disliked?:
Any F4 song?

song you'd request at a party:
Any ATB or Alice Deejay song.

song you'd like for the first dance at your wedding:
November Rain - Gun N Roses

if you have a partner, do you have a song that is "your song"?
Maroon 5 - She will be loved

song you most want playing at your funeral:
Dun Cry - Gun N Roses

song your mum sings:
dun mention... headache

song you're most likely to sing/dance if drunk/crazy/happy:
Any song that come to mind

ever gone karaoke? If so, what song?:
David Wong - Xiang Ai Ni

is there a song you can't live without?
hmmmmm.... dun have.... but will prefer rock/dance

is there a song you would happily ban from this earth?
Unharmonious croakings from pretty boy/girl groups.

finally, name the song you listened to last/are currently listening to?
Maroon 5 - She will be loved

some say me is a freak, coz i got two extremme character ba...

one is a quiet side of me, i can sit down quietly to read, anything from magazine to science books like astromony. been wanting to be a astromoner since young til now. pulsars, blackholes, stars, planets, star dust all make me so happy... haha... too bad Singapore Sky dun permit us to see much more of the sky. or else i will have bought a telescope and see stars everyday.....

or noisy side of me... listening to loud music, euro dance, trance, rock, metal etc...

some told me these two characters does not mix well, but I am like this. Like got split character like that... haha...

so freaky right?

was drinking and smoking to my heart content on monday nite at a pub.... music mostly r n b.... well, it is so fun, never so long let my hair down... time to drink more and enjoy... wee wee.... but then one thing i cant stand is one of the waitress there say i was there before? I was... huh? got meh? I think is the first time i went loh.... pengz.... bth..... :P

She will be loved... maroon 5

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

[in the background]
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

Yeah
[softly]
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Try so hard to say goodbye

my song of the day.... :) hope she see it and love it....

now tooth pain... maybe is gum infection... pain pain pain... haha.... also the stupid ucler... luckily i got someone nice who bought me the cream to apply... now better liao..... then recently i am into this itial d craze.... version 2 and 3 i all got the cards... keke.... much more real than daytona... will conquer all the stages and rule this game... haha... :)

Share this song with u all... interesting...

Flash mtv

Yellow

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.

I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called "Yellow."

So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all "Yellow."

Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.

I swam across,
I jumped across for you,
Oh what a thing to do.

Cos you were all "Yellow,"
I drew a line,
I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all "Yellow."

Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
And you know for you,
I'd bleed myself dry for you,
I'd bleed myself dry.

It's true, look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine.

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do.

I listened to An Jing last night, in my office, singing to it... unconsiously tears begin to form and it make me cried.... i dunno why....

the flash mtv

An Jing Lyrics in Han Yu Pin Ying

zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo tan le yi tian
shui zhao de da ti qin
an jing de jiu jiu de

wo xiang ni yi biao xian de fei chang ming bai
wo dong wo ye zhi dao
ni mei you she bu de

ni shuo ni ye hui nan guo wo bu xiang xin
qian zhe ni pei zhe wo
ye zhi shi ceng jing
xi wang ta shi zhen de bi wo hai yao ai ni
wo cai hui bi zi ji li kai

ni yao wo shuo duo nan kan
wo gen ben bu xiang fen kai
wei shen me hai yao wo yong wei xiao lai dai guo
wo mei you zhe zhong tian fen
bao rong ni ye jie shou ta
bu yong dan xin de tai duo
wo hui yi zhi hao hao guo

ni yi jing yuan yuan li kai
wo ye hui man man zou kai
wei shen me wo lian fen kai dou qian jiu zhu ni
wo zhen de mei you tian fen
an jing de mei zhe me kuai
wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni
shi yin wei wo tai ai ni



Silence (translation)

Only the piano is left over to talk with me for a day
The sleeping cello
The old silence

I think that you have already made it very clear
I understand and I know
You will not miss

You say you will feel sad, I don���t believe
Holding you being with me
It is only the past
Hope that he really needs to love you more compared to me
Only then will I force myself to leave

You want me to say it, it is very embarrassing
I basically do not want to part
Why do I still have to use subtle smile to carry across?
I do not have this kind of talent to
Tolerate you and accept him
Don���t need to worry too much
I will constantly live well

You have already left far away
I will also slowly walk away
Why must I be yielding to you even for separation?
I really do not have a talent
Won't become silent this fast
I will learn to give you up
It is because I love you too much


meaningful?

i was like so sleepy these few weeks... like no energy left in my body... so tiring.. haha... headache and bodyache.... :( when can all these disorders leave me? or they will stick to me for life?

now singing I dun wan to know in my office... so nice... haha... :)

i had been skipping my medical appt for two weeks le... then my chest started to pain. but no money to see... so i smsed my ex and ask from her... she say she try sorry... so i dun care le... tell her no need... i go find other borrow and see doc... now i finally see and felt better.... haiz.

anyway its over, I dun wan bring it up any further...

this is the reply she replied me, after I told her about the content.... nevermind... haiz... going to see firework on sunday....

I began to love this song... haha... so share with u all...

I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
I don't know where to dig in.
I don't know how to get in there芒���娄to feel you

It's been to long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been to long and I'm in time

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

I never thought I would win
I never thought much about that.
(It's been a long time coming)
I never stopped to begin
Thinking about the process.
(It's been a long time coming)

It's been to long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been to long and I'm in time

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

It's been a long time coming
I'm going to hold on to that

And I'm going to be there
be there
alright

the song fly away by Fish Leong remind me of my ex... she loves this song, everytime in KTV i will play for her one. Then she will sing to it.

I saw my another ex last night on the way home. Another ex who ran away with another guy in the past. I think she is on her way to see her aunt.

I still remember the times I had with her, the good and the bad memories. But then, wat past is past. People ask me why I dun go down the bus and talk to her since I saw her. I dun see the point anymore. She is the one who dun wan to be friends with me at all. But watever, I think she is living in a good life, which I am happy to know that.

I hope all my ex that been thru with me stay well and live well. And of coz stay happy.

:)

today late for work again. haha... after broke le i still can late for work... must be the bus too slow. single decked and full + packed! so crowded... then reach office at 0805am.... luckily my boss not in... or else i die.

i asking myself again what do i want from love? hmmmm kinda hard question to answer myself... so i think i give it a skip... until i really bo liao then i think slowly ba....

take care all! see u tomorrow....

show u all the fengshui luopan i bought on sat...

click here

all the fresh new start to the whole new world. Risen horizon! New sunshine! The whole new fresh air. So refreshing. :) How i wish this could last forever.

All I want now is to wish her well and find someone better than me. I am not a good boyfriend to anyone.

But then, I want to be good bf also cannot. Now I consider myself broke. haha... spent too much on her le... but whatever, the new chapter of life has arrive, so I just let it be and be contented by it. :)

Wish me pals!