well, last friday i exploded in front of saigon and loner... really buay tahan wat they are saying thats why i explode... throw the whole cup of corn soup on the table... and walk away to another corner.... then around half an hour later i come back took my bag and walk away...
i dunno why i suddenly will explode... my head is in the mess that time... alot of words coming running thru my brain at one shot... trying to make logics out of them, but the more i tried the more worse it will become... haiz...
i broke down i cried...
i cried not becoz of my 2 jobs, not becoz of girl not becoz of other things... i just broke down and cried...
carried myself to bed with a big headache.... haiz...
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then sat, met up with adolf and griever first to go to my part time company... then after that went down to meet up with saigon and loner to go to bb's bday party and downtown east chalet...
but then the same thing happen to me last night happen to adolf... i see he not feeling good, brought him away as i went to my colleuge bbq in the same area chalet...
he told me wat happen and suggested me to go with him to parklane there to drink with him... so i say ok, give me some time to handle the both sides...
i went back to bb chalet then after that uncle came le then i go off....
we board cab went there...
adolf already got a bottle of gin 47% alcohol deposit there... left 1/4 left... we two drink... and then he order another of the same bottle... we drink... til nearly one plus i told him i no kick... he zi tao one shot pour alot of gin in my cup... knn... then after drink liao i so high... in the end vomitted in the toliet... haha thanks for nikki the waitress at that pub pointed the direction at....
knn first time puke due to drinking too much... all the nuggests i ate just now all wasted liao... lolz...
then after that i still sober enough to went home by NR6...
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at the other side... griever look like he is in terested in one of the 3 girls of bb.... then they three with griever, loner and saigon went on orchard to sing ktv til the morning of the next day...
but bb told me the girl not interested in him liao...
haha... so how now? to tell him or not?
i dunno.....