thought of writing this letter to u the last time... but i din give it to u... it is printed and lying on my office table.... haiz...

Dear,

I think there is some misunderstanding between us earlier this week. Make me realize how important u r to me. Dunno, I feel I want to explain to u why I am so paranoid over this.

There used to be this guy, who loved this girl a lot in the past. Trusted her in things she do. They had been together for one and a half years. Doing a lot of things together.

That fateful night, when he was on the way home, after he leave from her place around 11 plus, she called him. Told him, a net friend asks her out and meet around 12 plus. And he reassured him that she would tell him when she reaches home after meeting him. Then he asked her was it okay, because it was so late already. She told him it is okay.

He trusted her, and let her go.

He start to worry when the clock strike 2. He kept on calling her place using his hand phone. Every 10 min he called, the sadder he felt. Then he start to call every 8 min. Then he started to call every 5 min???.

Finally he got her at 4 in the morning. He finally heard her voice. But she told him she was going out again after getting something???. Then he relented and say okay??? before really hitting the bed.

Then for the rest of the next day, he tried to get her by calling her home. No one answered.

Until one more day later he decided to go to her place below and waited for her. She din appeared. He felt sadder.

One more night later, he waited at the same place, he finally saw her.

He asked her what happened, she told him she stayed overnight over at the guy place. Just watching vcds, the two of them with the room door close. And been with that guy for a few days without returning home.

He knew it is gone le.

That night they broke up???.

That guy is me, happen to me before. After this I had been telling myself not let the same thing happen to me again.

Until recently the thing that happen, I recently kind of siao siao and ask u so much about u, is because I am scare. I am scare of losing you.

I trust you a lot. You are someone who is faithful to love. This I truly believe.

That???s why I called u right away to clarify when dreamy told me. And just as I hope it is just a misunderstanding.

Thanks god, (although I am not a Christian) I still have you. Someone who is truly and important in my life. Now and ever.

Like what u told me, you are happy whenever you are with me. Uncle too! Then u know something, the last cab drive to ur workplace is consider the 50th date that we got. I am starting a new memopad in my PDA for the 2nd 50th dates for both of us.

U maybe thinking I really over crazy about u. I am starting to prepare our 1st year anniversary present liao. But I dun tell you what is it, to surprise you. But confirm you see liao confirm cry one. Hehe???. Uncle bad hor???. :P

But then hor, come to think of it, I dunno why I really so crazy over u. I hope I am not scaring you. Must get used to it. Uncle is possible the most craziest bf u ever got right? Haha???

And one thing hor, uncle never restrict u or wat??? :P just that u go where or wat just tell me loh, best is come home le also tell me, no matter how late I will wait for u de. What u do uncle will support u! But just dun leave me can le???. Ok?

I love you!