I went KTV with her. She look tired and moody. I felt bad, I could feel it is something to do the the incidents that happen in the past, partly my fault. ... but I decided to let bygones be bygones, coz she is the one I need and I want. And of coz the one I will like to spend my life with. Maybe I sounded crazy after so many things that happen, but I only want her. If she is not with me, U will see me everyday in haunted places talking with ghosts.
We sang until dunno zhuo sheng how many times. We both sound so awful. Haha. But I wanted her to feel better so she sang most of the songs.
I intended to ask her to go see my grandmum with me today de, but I am like kinda too late, coz she already made appointments with her friends. So next time loh. At least now she agreed to go with me.
If she goes, she will be the second girl I brought to her, and it will be the last girl I brought. :)
Dear, if you are able to see this, I thanks god to have you with me. The past is a torture I need to go thru before I know you better. I learn my mistakes and I promise I will make u feel better when you are with me. I promise. So you will feel proud being with me.
Be it anything happen or not, you are still my dear. I mean it... please make it a forever thing ok?