I dun tink i got e chance to lie again....
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I din want to give up hope...He really cares??
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though he is forgiving, but as wat other members say, he sure be more wary abt me in future....
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But if he dun talks it out..he sure hold alot of ????? in his mind...
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it seems like we are in a vEri sImilar situation my dear...Sometimes, when i think bACk, maybe i shldnt be telling him e truth at first.... haiz... But wat if he finds out, it might get worse..so it seems like watEver i do, its all wrong
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LOVE IS PATIENT LOVE IS KIND...my friend toLd me this. IF he really loves me, he wld forgive me..... Im tryin to earn back...im really trying
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to me, e something dun sounds tat serious but he taKe it too seriously....I dunno, it seems getting worse
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sumthing like i told him is A who did it but in e end i confess its B who did tat... ??To me, i dun mean to lie at all... im sorryHe told me he kind of suspect me other over things, we did talked abt it... but he seems not convinced at all... Leave me?? Maybe...iF e prob till arises..If he got a better woman, go ahead...
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I cant dump him. i do treasure him alot. But again, if its urs, it will b urs... he is nt childish, maybe he is too senstive or bad exp in e past, im just another one who make e same mistake tat he cant trust me, but im mending it...why cant i succeed?After tat incident, he dun trUst me anymore like tat, watever i do n tell him, it always hab tat doubt there
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so isit a punishment to me leh? a very heAvenly one... This lie might make me lose him... But he cares, why dun he sit down n Listen to me explain and keep ignoring me? I ve been thru those ignoring period, in e end..u noe e ans....
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