i dunno where am i heading.... although i already ask her out on thu, fri, sun and mon, but i still feel insercure. i am scare... her forum friday got outing... she told me she is only free after ten.... then i ask her is she seeing her dog, she din reply, and i saw her put her name there in the outing.... haiz... not say i dun let her go outing... i dun mind, but she decided to hide from me... why? she going with that guy? wan to let dreamy these kinda people say her? why should she wan to do it? does she never feel i was dreamy
laughing stock all these while? maybe i not good to her ba... most prob..... just as long as she happy can le.... devils pray for me....
remind me of this song again... damn this song has been torturing me day and night, wven right now.. inside my head...
If I am weak, whose strength shall I seek
When I hold love, my hands would leak
Just like water, through my fingers would seep
Before I could drink, my spirits would sink
is my love that weak? weak until no matters what i did, it in the end make me weaker?
is love that hard to hold onto my hand? like water, it seep thru so often until even i can really have it all?
i really feel like crying now. but does she knows?